loveesaandy:

As long as you love me

Me likeee

Someone once told me that if you love someone let them go, and if they were meant to be with me they’ll come back. I asked them, well how do I know to wait for them? How will I know when they’re coming back?? What if I wait and they never come back?? So many how wills or what ifs came into my head…. Questions after questions, still no answer, he told me just believe.

Should I believe??

When I love I don’t ever want to let Go. When I love I’m always there no matter what. What’s the point of letting go?? What do you do in the meantime?? It’s a time of emptiness because you lack the person that fills your heart.

I’ve listen before and I got hurt. I lost something so important and so meaningful to me. I let it go and someone else picked it up and loved it.

One day I woke up and my heart decided that I was going to fall in love like no other. I remember seeing his face in the hallways at school, and the first sight wasn’t something I cared about. But slowly my heart began to open up and there I was falling for him. The way our hearts combined and the way we felt about each other was something so amazing, nobody could understand. When our hands touched my heart felt like it sank right into his hands, and for that moment of time I trusted him with all that I had and I knew it was right. His smile was something I could picture every time I closed my eyes, and his voice was something I heard in my head over and over at night until I fell asleep. He was someone that I cared about so much that I did all I had to be with. From the first day we were together to the very last time I saw his face, I loved him with everything. He filled in the empty space of my life, and he was my missing piece to my life puzzle. To say he was my first love I don’t mind because he showed me that I was able to love someone and cared about their happiness. He was everything and I knew that if we were ever to part, that I would never forget him. We went through ups and downs like the craziest roller coaster you could ever find. The obstacles we went through were stories to tell for years to come. I could go on and on and say everything I felt and still feel about him but words can’t explain everything, only in my heart is where I’ll keep it and that’s where it’ll forever stay. Nowadays, we aren’t together but I will always have that special love and place in my heart for him. I know that he’s doing good in life, and I only wish him all the best. He’s one of the greatest things to happen in life. I will love him forever and always.